I am so happy it almost makes me nauseous.
I am so infatuated with a beautiful girl who I have spent the past two hours making out and cuddling with. My life is perfect.
Yesterday I had a wonderful first date with a beautiful girl and I am so happy. I'm just really scared in a way because my last relationship with a girl was so dysfunctional and I'm not really sure how to act. But she's lovely and she makes me happy, and at this point that is all I can ask for.
It has been the most wonderful couple weeks.
The boy who hurt me most in the world apologized to me sincerely and fully.
"I'll do this in pieces then. Please just let me say this. And this isn't some stupid attempt to get you back, or anything to do with Justine.
So I've written this letter over and over again and I never end up liking it. In the end what I'm trying to tell you is that I'm sorry for being such a sexist piece of shit. You deserve better, and boys constantly exploit you and I can't believe I did that too. It's my fault, I should have been different, I should have fought for you. You can have the letter, if you want it, but that's really what I've been trying to say. I'm so ashamed of myself and I know that in the end it might not have been a big deal for you but for me it's huge. I've never done that to anyone before and I'll never do it again, to anyone. You are fantastic and I will never live this down. I should have told you that a long, long time ago."
Even though I know I'll never forget this I know I can forgive him. We'll never be friends, but I will always care about him.
I kissed a girl for the first time in a long time yesterday. It was beautiful. She is so fantastically gorgeous it almost scares me a little. I really like her. She asked me out and I didn't know what to say. I thought I liked a boy, and for a few hours I was torn. I thought the decision was going to be hard but it was easy. I'm seeing her Friday and I'm really, really excited.
The boy who hurt me most in the world apologized to me sincerely and fully.
"I'll do this in pieces then. Please just let me say this. And this isn't some stupid attempt to get you back, or anything to do with Justine.
So I've written this letter over and over again and I never end up liking it. In the end what I'm trying to tell you is that I'm sorry for being such a sexist piece of shit. You deserve better, and boys constantly exploit you and I can't believe I did that too. It's my fault, I should have been different, I should have fought for you. You can have the letter, if you want it, but that's really what I've been trying to say. I'm so ashamed of myself and I know that in the end it might not have been a big deal for you but for me it's huge. I've never done that to anyone before and I'll never do it again, to anyone. You are fantastic and I will never live this down. I should have told you that a long, long time ago."
Even though I know I'll never forget this I know I can forgive him. We'll never be friends, but I will always care about him.
I kissed a girl for the first time in a long time yesterday. It was beautiful. She is so fantastically gorgeous it almost scares me a little. I really like her. She asked me out and I didn't know what to say. I thought I liked a boy, and for a few hours I was torn. I thought the decision was going to be hard but it was easy. I'm seeing her Friday and I'm really, really excited.
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